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Death of a friend

Journal Entry: Fri Oct 19, 2007, 11:36 AM
Last night, I found out that a junior high friend killed himself the night before. He lived like two blocks from where my bro and I now live. He had a very hard life. So, this is for him (I wrote this from my brother's point of view, since he was closer to this kid than I was):

Earth Sends a Greeting (for Aaron, R.I.P.)

Been a while since you last slipped in
An inkling of clarity surrounded you
Swept up in your existence
Caught in your turmoil
The earth sends a greeting

As I stand where you lay
I wish the ground embraced me
Swallow me, I want the clumps of grassy mud
To cover me with their moisture
So I can make the fog that masks your sorrow

(chorus)
So the world will last another day
And the leaves will blow in my face
As you parachute around me
Let the clouds drown, full of emotion
As trees fall to their knees beside us

You were the only someone
That never threw me away
Even when things landed wrongside up
Our distance came mutually, naturally
But I never wanted to let it get that far

I ripped at my hair last night in the car
Tore and tore and I swore
That this pain would not boil over
But I sobbed anyway
Thought I was insane as I laughed at my grief

(chorus-twice)

So the world didn't end
And I'm stuck here
Sure feels like I've reached my finish
The world's caged me
Solitude has trained me

So what if the world didn't end
I'll make it half-crazed one more day
Done it before, I know I can carry on
But I don't think I can
So what if the world didn't end

Is this where it begins again
So what, so what
I reject the earth's greeting
Guess this is where it begins again
So what if the world didn't end

  • Listening to: Fields of Gold, Sting
  • Reading: The Twelve Steps for Adult Children
  • Watching: Nothing
  • Playing: Nothing
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Dr. Pepper

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~HuronandToto:iconHuronandToto: Apr 14, 2008, 8:26:24 AM
That would be nice! :)

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"Why won't you let anyone in?" "Because as nice as these moments are, they're evil when they're gone."--from "Ultra Violet"
*AquaLioness-MCRGirl:iconAquaLioness-MCRGirl: Apr 14, 2008, 7:43:23 AM
Thats great, Tex! Keep on pushing, this book you're writing is your first step!=D Maybe you'll animate it one day, and it'll be a huge!;)

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"Look at me, with my pretty bracelet and tiara...I'm a f***n' princess!" -Gerard Way
~HuronandToto:iconHuronandToto: Apr 12, 2008, 4:14:03 PM
Well, for my book, I am in the final editing stages. It has 17 chapters including prologue and epilogue, and I'm done through chapter four. After I finish adding and touching up, I'll read it through one final time, and it'll be done. It's like 150 pages with chapter divisions, but I think it'll end up 175 when I'm done. What do I really want to do in life? I either want to be a novelist and artist/illustrator or an animator. I wanted to go back to school for animation, and I may get there eventually, but there was some stuff I had to do here first. I kind of feel that God is telling me not to give up but that now is not the exact right time. Right now it's like being close to most of my family is where I need to be. Plus, I think this transititory period of learning to be independent is good, because I am slow to learn things like that, and so God and I have to take our time until we're ready for the next step. That's how it was with driving for me too. I used to think I'd never feel comfortable driving, let alone driving anywhere by myself. But now I am pretty cool withit. I also remember a time when I thought I'd never go to the store myself. Now I do it all the time. So I am slowly facing some of my fears. :)

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"Why won't you let anyone in?" "Because as nice as these moments are, they're evil when they're gone."--from "Ultra Violet"
*AquaLioness-MCRGirl:iconAquaLioness-MCRGirl: Apr 11, 2008, 7:01:48 PM
How far have you gotten on your book? Good luck with it! I'll be the first to buy it if its published;) So you have a B.A. in English? I think thats neat, but its true there arent many job opportunities for English majors other than teaching=/ What would you really like to do? My dream job is to work with exotic animals, but I dont think I'd get lucky enough to do something so wonderful like that..I dont know where I want to go in life, I'm looking to God to point me in that direction. Anyways I'm wishing the best for you!:)

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"Look at me, with my pretty bracelet and tiara...I'm a f***n' princess!" -Gerard Way
~HuronandToto:iconHuronandToto: Apr 11, 2008, 3:34:21 PM
My book is about a group of kids who deal with various tragedies. It's kind of like a cartoon. I hope someday it'll be an animated movie. It's titled "Heartical." Things here are kinda weird. I live with my twin brother and my cousin in my twin's house. Situation was bad for a while since my bro was unemployed, and I've been paying all the bills, but he's got a decent job now, so I am happy. All in all, he owes me like ten grand, but really that money was from stock my grandma gave us. Besides, I shoulda got off my ass and got a better job. I work for McDonald's and I am stupid, because I have a B.A. in English. :) But this area doesn't off much for an English major, and since my health has been a bit bad this year, I worry about if I tried to work in a factory. But, hopefully, I'll find something else eventually, because while I like my coworkers for the most part, let's face it, working for McD's really blows. I also can't seem to get over my irrational fears of people and change to improve my situation. However, despite all this, there are a lot of good things going on: I'm learning how to be independent of my parents and I got to help my twin out in a tough crisis which I know he would help me in, plus mty niece and nephew are only an hour away. :) Anyway, best wishes~Tex~

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"Why won't you let anyone in?" "Because as nice as these moments are, they're evil when they're gone."--from "Ultra Violet"
*AquaLioness-MCRGirl:iconAquaLioness-MCRGirl: Apr 10, 2008, 3:36:12 PM
LOL besides you, all other Megans I've met have also been snotty bitchesXD Yay us!=D Its really good to hear from you, when I saw you had an account here I was like OMGosh its Tex!!<333 But yeah I was really excited:) I didnt know you were writing a book, thats awesome! Whats it about? If you dont want to tell I understand=P Well I'm finally starting to grow up, lol. I'm attending a community college about an hour away from my home, majoring in art. Been working as a vet assistant for a year now, so I've been pretty busy, lol. Trying my best to make time for doing more pics=3 How about you, how have you been? Hope everythings been treating you well! Talk to you soon!

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"Look at me, with my pretty bracelet and tiara...I'm a f***n' princess!" -Gerard Way
~HuronandToto:iconHuronandToto: Apr 9, 2008, 10:15:12 PM
Hey love! Sorry I'm so late to respond to this. Actually, I still have my TLKFAA account, but I never have time to draw any TLK art. I don't even get to put much here, because I keep doing original stuff or stuff that relates to my book or stuff I will write, so I am not gonna put it here because I want the copyright eventually, lol. Kinda a bummer. How's life treating you? Wishing you the best~Tex~ (lol from one Megan to another--hey, you know you're the only only Megan I've met who wasn't a snotty bitch? Weird observation, sorry).

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"Why won't you let anyone in?" "Because as nice as these moments are, they're evil when they're gone."--from "Ultra Violet"
*AquaLioness-MCRGirl:iconAquaLioness-MCRGirl: Apr 4, 2008, 3:33:10 PM
TEX!?!? I missed you, I'm so happy you found me<33 I hope everything been going good for you! Thank you for faving me! *faves you back* I love your art!

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"Look at me, with my pretty bracelet and tiara...I'm a f***n' princess!" -Gerard Way
~Roke-onE:iconRoke-onE: Dec 23, 2007, 6:01:41 PM
thank you very much for the fav:):)

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~Nahkampfsocke:iconNahkampfsocke: Oct 19, 2007, 11:27:59 AM Mood: Humor
Thanks for the comments!
*hug*
~Roke-onE:iconRoke-onE: Sep 3, 2007, 12:56:56 AM
thankz again..:)

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~Roke-onE:iconRoke-onE: Aug 27, 2007, 7:48:49 AM
hey thankz for the faves lookin forward to seeing some of ya new stuff up soon :):) D

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~Roke-onE:iconRoke-onE: Aug 11, 2007, 5:00:25 AM
thankz for the fav again :):)

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~Roke-onE:iconRoke-onE: Jun 7, 2007, 1:08:11 AM
thankz for the fav:D

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~Narafi:iconNarafi: Mar 18, 2007, 3:12:54 PM
TEEEEX! o_o I found you! <3333 *watches*
~Roke-onE:iconRoke-onE: Mar 3, 2007, 7:41:38 PM
thankz for the favs:)

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~Roke-onE:iconRoke-onE: Jan 4, 2007, 7:59:26 PM
ay thankz heaps for the fav wen u getting some new stuff up...

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~Magic-the-Echidna:iconMagic-the-Echidna: Dec 30, 2006, 10:23:37 AM
Thanks for the fav Tex-niichan! :hug:

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~Roke-onE:iconRoke-onE: Oct 26, 2006, 12:23:42 AM
thanks for the favs. i appriciate it.
~Roke-onE:iconRoke-onE: Sep 21, 2006, 4:51:38 AM
hey thankz for the watch loving them cazzas
*RaZZ99:iconRaZZ99: Sep 11, 2006, 3:58:42 AM
Thx fer the fave :w00t:

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"Just because you draw n00b like, Does it make you a n00b in overall?"
~Kifaiskool:iconKifaiskool: Aug 31, 2006, 10:21:35 PM
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Check me out!
Or maybe this?

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~007609:icon007609: Aug 5, 2006, 6:49:26 PM
YoU hAvE bEeN hUgGeD!!!!

*dingding* RULES:
1- You can hug the person who hugged you!
2- You can't hug the person more than 3 times
3- You -MUST- hug 6 other people
4- You should hug them in public! Paste it on their user page! c'mon..don't be scared of public displays of affection
5- Random hugs are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
6- You should most definitly get started hugging right away...!

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If you're normal, the crowd will accept you, but if you're deranged, the crowd will make you their leader.
~007609:icon007609: Aug 4, 2006, 5:41:10 AM
My gosh, I bet more than half of your favs are my pics... But thank u! ^^

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If you're normal, the crowd will accept you, but if you're deranged, the crowd will make you their leader.
~007609:icon007609: Aug 3, 2006, 5:39:01 AM
SOOO MANY FAVS!!! but thank you! I appriciate it! ^^

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If you're normal, the crowd will accept you, but if you're deranged, the crowd will make you their leader.