Death of a friend
Journal Entry: Fri Oct 19, 2007, 11:36 AM
Last night, I found out that a junior high friend killed himself the night before. He lived like two blocks from where my bro and I now live. He had a very hard life. So, this is for him (I wrote this from my brother's point of view, since he was closer to this kid than I was):
Earth Sends a Greeting (for Aaron, R.I.P.)
Been a while since you last slipped in
An inkling of clarity surrounded you
Swept up in your existence
Caught in your turmoil
The earth sends a greeting
As I stand where you lay
I wish the ground embraced me
Swallow me, I want the clumps of grassy mud
To cover me with their moisture
So I can make the fog that masks your sorrow
(chorus)
So the world will last another day
And the leaves will blow in my face
As you parachute around me
Let the clouds drown, full of emotion
As trees fall to their knees beside us
You were the only someone
That never threw me away
Even when things landed wrongside up
Our distance came mutually, naturally
But I never wanted to let it get that far
I ripped at my hair last night in the car
Tore and tore and I swore
That this pain would not boil over
But I sobbed anyway
Thought I was insane as I laughed at my grief
(chorus-twice)
So the world didn't end
And I'm stuck here
Sure feels like I've reached my finish
The world's caged me
Solitude has trained me
So what if the world didn't end
I'll make it half-crazed one more day
Done it before, I know I can carry on
But I don't think I can
So what if the world didn't end
Is this where it begins again
So what, so what
I reject the earth's greeting
Guess this is where it begins again
So what if the world didn't end
- Listening to: Fields of Gold, Sting
- Reading: The Twelve Steps for Adult Children
- Watching: Nothing
- Playing: Nothing
- Eating: Nothing
- Drinking: Dr. Pepper
Devious Comments
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"Why won't you let anyone in?" "Because as nice as these moments are, they're evil when they're gone."--from "Ultra Violet"
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"Look at me, with my pretty bracelet and tiara...I'm a f***n' princess!" -Gerard Way
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"Why won't you let anyone in?" "Because as nice as these moments are, they're evil when they're gone."--from "Ultra Violet"
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"Look at me, with my pretty bracelet and tiara...I'm a f***n' princess!" -Gerard Way
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"Why won't you let anyone in?" "Because as nice as these moments are, they're evil when they're gone."--from "Ultra Violet"
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"Look at me, with my pretty bracelet and tiara...I'm a f***n' princess!" -Gerard Way
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"Why won't you let anyone in?" "Because as nice as these moments are, they're evil when they're gone."--from "Ultra Violet"
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"Look at me, with my pretty bracelet and tiara...I'm a f***n' princess!" -Gerard Way
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its lines of meaning...
*hug*
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(Insert clever signature here)
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"Just because you draw n00b like, Does it make you a n00b in overall?"
1. To yourself, say the name of the only
guy or girl you wanna be with 3
times!
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2. Think of something you wanna accomplish
within the next week and say it to your self
6
times!!
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3. If you had 1 wish what would it be? say it to
yourself 9 times!!!
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4. Think of something that you want to happen
between you and that 1special person and say
it to your self 12
times!!!
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5. Now, heres the hard part! Pick only 1 of these wishes and as
you scroll down focus and
concentrate on it and think on nothing
else but that wish.
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Now make one last &final wish about that one wish
that you picked.
After reading this, you have 1 hour to send it out to 15 people,
and what
you wished for will come true within in one week!
u only get one chance!!!!! Now scroll down and think of your
crush!!!
Keep going
down
Keep going
Keep
going
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Did you think of your crush? I hope so, that was
your last chance. Now pay very close attention this important
message!
Sorry but once read, must be sent. Yes, this is one of those kinda
chain
letters that everyone hates. This one has been going since 1863
and
if you
break this chain, you will pay!!!!!! Remember that after hearing
these
stories.
First Example:
Take Barbra Wallace.. She was a pretty lucky girl,
up till she got this same chain letter. She had a crush on the same
kid
since kindergarden. when she got this mail she didn't pay any
attention to
it. She just thought, no big deal. And deleted it. The next day her
dad
got fired and her mom dies in a car crash. If she would have sent
the
letter none of that would have happened and her mom
would be alive.
Second Example:
Try Freddie D. Now Freddie D. was your average
nerd. Had glasses, was short and chubby, was in gifted. All the
signs of
your total dork. He also received this letter and sent it to 51
people in
the hour. Now, like Barbra, he had a crush on a girl since 3rd
grade. The
next day after sending the chain the girl confessed her love for
him ever
since 3rd grade. Freddie D. finally had the courage to ask her out,
and of
course, she had been waiting to yes to that for years. They grew
up
and
married each other to live happily forever.
Third Example:
Now if you couldn't relate to the others, this'll
get ya hooked. Listen to this. A kid named Jordan Johnson was just
getting on AOL to check his mail. He was a quiet kid, not that
popular but
not a geek either. he was just normal. He saw he had mail from his
friend. It was this exact letter. Now Jordan Johnsen was a smart
kid and
he knew what could happen if he didnt pass it on. He simply pulled
a few
friends from his buddy list and sent it along. The next day,
about
that
same time, he got a phone call. It said he had won the lottery!
then his
dad came home and bought him a new bike! His mom bought him
Nintendo64 and
play station! His grandmother sent him a new computer, and his best
friend
gave him tickets to the concert he wanted to go to, Kid Rock and
Limp
Bizkit! Then he inherited a brand-new tv from his aunt! He was
goin' wild!
the next day his secret crush asked him out, and they have been
going out
ever since.
Now, you heard the stories. I know
which person i'd rather
be, but thats up to you. I wouldn't wanna end up like Barbra but
thats
only me. We all want what we cant have but now's ur chance to go
out with
that special somebody ur waiting for. Take it or leave it. If you
send
this to-
1 person- you will lose all luck in ur love
life.....forever!!!!!
10 people- your crush will say they like you as a
friend......ONLY!!!!!
15 people- your crush will say they like you
20 people- your crush will ask you out!
25 people- your crush will kiss you!!
30 people - Your crush
will have sex with you
35 people or more- All of the above!!
Don't blow it, it's ur chance to shine! Have
everything u wanted, and more! Now, complaining cus u dont have any
friends. Well theres an answer 4 everything. It's simple, just go
in a
chat room, pick some names and send away! but here's the
catch.....you only
have one hour to send it after being read.
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Check me out!
Or maybe this?
hooray for shameless self advertisment!
*dingding* RULES:
1- You can hug the person who hugged you!
2- You can't hug the person more than 3 times
3- You -MUST- hug 6 other people
4- You should hug them in public! Paste it on their user page! c'mon..don't be scared of public displays of affection
5- Random hugs are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
6- You should most definitly get started hugging right away...!
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If you're normal, the crowd will accept you, but if you're deranged, the crowd will make you their leader.
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If you're normal, the crowd will accept you, but if you're deranged, the crowd will make you their leader.
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If you're normal, the crowd will accept you, but if you're deranged, the crowd will make you their leader.
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